May 15th, 2020
What do I want out of life?
I’m 29 years old. I haven’t figured out what I want to do with my life.
I don’t have a “thing” that I’m passionate about. I want to have a mission in life, a North Star, something that can drive me.
I’ve been watching “The Last Dance” (great show highly recommend), and for Michael Jordan it was basketball and winning championships.
What is it for me?
I feel like I’ve been stuck in this place, for years, where I don’t know what I want out of life.
It’s always changing. One year I want one thing. The next year I want another. Music, college, a degree, corporate, engineer, starting a company.
There are some things that I want out of life, for sure, like freedom and autonomy. But it doesn’t feel specific enough.
I know that I want to create - but I can’t really be sure about much more than that.
But I think that’s OK. It’s never so black and white.
I don’t think that I can be so specific. Only in the end will I know what it is that I accomplished.